Sunday, February 19, 2012

Not Too Good

Dear Bloggy ,

I thought I would be feeling good today . But its not so .  So I popped in two ' demam ' pills . Been taking that for the past 3 days . Another 2 more pills left .

If I'm not okay by the end of the day , I gotta do what I gotta and that is to have my health screening done . By that I need to abstain myself from food as from  midnight tonight . A requirement for any health test . The  doctor will get a sample of my blood.  This  to be tested for a host of whatever they need to check on . Oh ya ..another important thing .....the need to  get my urine in  too .

Am feeling pretty tired now Bloggy .....I gotta rest . My body feels like an old hag now . Every joint is aching . I was thinking of writing longer . This will do for the moment .

Gotta go . See ya !!

Dancy

Saturday, February 18, 2012

How I Wish For A ......

Dear Bloggy ,

If there is one wish that needs to be fulfilled, its a wish for a squeeky clean house . A house has to be clean . That's where most of us spend our time . It ought to be a place we could be proud of . Important to ensure it is looking at its best .

At present the place which I am calling home is not in a desirable state . Its just not right to treat my house this way . Just don't judge me okay just because it is in a mess.A mother's life can be tough at times. it doesn't help that I am taking it one day at a time.

Just have to change my ways ....I have to start somewhere .....throwing out the magazines and donating the books should be a good start . I will tell you how it goes bloggy .

Gotta call it a night now. Its raining and the bed is beckoning for me to rest .

Good night , Bloggy.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Another Year ...Another Chance To Do More .

Dear Bloggy ,

I think I have wished everybody a Happy New Year 2012 but not to myself .

So here's to me ...Cheers . Happy New Year 2012 . Another year ...another chance to do more .

Looking back to year 2011 I did not have a lot of goals . Its more of a  recuperating year . Get my health back ; get my hormones back on track . Reaching 50 years old  is indeed so challenging .
Trying to avoid stress , taking things slow and easy ; no pressure at all . I just did the ordinary daily stuff that needs to be done ...keeping myself occupied ...cooking and sending my children wherever they need to go .

5 years as a home mom ....I have more time with my children  though its not quality time as I hoped it to be . They are teenagers and they have a so call life of their own . On my part  I am learning too to slowly disengage myself from this motherhood heartstrings ...preparing myself mentally and emotionally .

The plus side is I am still able to communicate with my children . Its good . We talked . We argued . Tempers flared . At the end of the day we got back together again as a family . And that this is home . A nest they come home to .

Oh ya . We made a trip to Medan , Indonesia last December . A good way to wind up 2011.  Indeed a fantastic family experience . The memories stick with us far longer than anything we could give the children . This kind of family trips need to do more in the future .

What is in store for 2012 ?

There   is so much I want to learn , see and do  . I want to take better care of myself , make an effort with the way I look both physically and mentally . I would like to  improve my relationship with my God , ALLAH SWT too ..

 I need lots of Good Luck and a determination to keep making each year better than the last .

Till then Bloggy . Hugssss...

Monday, January 2, 2012

The Day

Dear Bloggy ,

Am all alone now . Daughter Yasmin is at school . Son Amir decided to follow suit . He said he has to return some textbooks that belonged to the school . Oh well let me enjoy this me time.

I looked at myself in the mirror this morning . Yep ...50 years old . And I look it . Hahahahaha....I kind of like that person looking back at me .

Oh ya ...needs no reminding but still just for the records of my own timeline...I am a at home mother . 5 years of service at 68 , Bandar Laguna Merbok , Sg Petani , Kedah Darul Aman . I am not complaining or whining nor making a self pity attitude .

Just want to tell you Bloggy ...I don't want to trade in this profession for a work out there . I have things planned and hoped to accomplish this year . 

One thing I need to do right now ....is to fold yesterday's laundry . Of course the cleaning aspect comes along ...yeahhhh my house is a disaster . Its messy .

I must clean .

Bye Bloggy .

Sunday, January 1, 2012

New Year 2012

Dear Bloggy ,

A new dawn ... a new day . I woke up and saw a gloomy Sunday morning ..that is 1st January 2012 for you and me . Felt like hitting the sack again but decided not to .

Had breakfast in town with hubby  . Amir and Yasmin were still sound asleep .  I need the time with hubby ...its not that often we could do that . Ya ..we shared the table but both of us were lost in our own world ...both reading the newspaper ; now and then conversing and its back to reading . I guess when you had been together for 25 years ..this song applies " you say the best , when you say nothing at all "..


Nothing  to hurry about today ...doing all tasks at a leisurely phase . Its that point in time when you are still absorbing the fact that its a New Year . Tomorrow should be the day when I am in high gear . The first task is to clean out my so called ' multi purpose room ' where all my books are kept etc etc etc . So many things to be given away and sorted out . The aim is to make that room comfortable again .

Till then Bloggy ,

Dancy

Friday, December 30, 2011

What ?

Dear Bloggy ,

Just what in the world happened ? Such a long long silence ...just what have I done with my life in 2011 ?


Good health on the rise if I must say so . Last July I went and gave a hello to Dr Kevin ...that's for my follow up after last 1st December operation . Doc said my wound is healing very beautifully  and that he is just  amazed . He said it must have the food I have been taking that kind of help in the healing process . Indeed I have been diligently taking good healthy food and am glad everything turns out fine . What more could I asked ? I praised ALLAH SWT for that .

The next task is to take up walking ...and walk and walk and walk . This to be done 3 times a week for at least 30 minutes . Hope that will help to bring my weight down to the desired  kilogram ...this weight is taking a toll on my knees and my foot . It ain't fun . I feel I am living in 65 years old body . Disgusting ain't it .

An end to year 2011 ....and I am stepping out to 2012 with a huge " Welcome " ....

Till then , bloggy .

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Ramadhan 1432H / 2011

Dearest Blog ,


How time flies . A year had gone by and now we are welcoming the month of Ramadhan . Fasting time fo the Muslims in the world . Prayers to do in this holy month . I hope to redeem what I had missed last year .

Welcome Ramadhan . I look forward to fast and not feast ....lots of prayers to thank ALLAH SWT too .....

At this time last year I was in a terrible state . Problems with my period and had reflux of the oesophagus . I was practically in and out of the hospital . I could hardly have a good night sleep . My hormones was acting up ...and there was one point when I had to take a sleeping pill .

That didn't knock me out . And I had a terrible hangover the next day . Feeling dizzy . Worst I had to send my children to school . Am lucky  nothing happened to us on the way . Not an advisable thing to do . Dr kevin said something was wrong when after consuming the pill I was still not able to sleep . I stopped taking and threw the whole bunch out .

Yunno at times I was just happy and glad to be admitted  in the hospital ...there  I could sleep and rest ...I was that stressed out .

Till then bloggy ...

Hugssss