Down Again

Dear Bloggy,

Am still feeling lousy , Bloggy. Dead tired at times too , that I just got to take a rest and curled myself up and let the exhaustion passed by .

Had seen the Doctors and given 4 dose of antibiotics. An overdose if I may say so and no sign of losing up . My body is one big mess of toxic chemicals. Just when is it going to be okay ?

One Doctor said I am all stressed up. Perhaps too. As I grow older , my way of handling stress is not good. At times I need help with certain chores in the house . Sure the children helped out . It was just not consistent in their helping ...the same task and always the need to remind them all the time . In the end the task fell on me . And I just swallowed it all up . Yeah...how long could this body , soul and mind take the whole load . Its breaking down , protesting all the way .

I saw another Doctor...an ENT specialist. I had a slight pain in my right ear . The Doctor said it was not so bad . I told him aout all the medications I had taken all this time .The never ending rounds of fever which comes back the moment the medication wore off....the constant phlegm which irritates my throat ....the now and then sorethroat and coughing . All those medications doesn'tseem to be doing any good .

I will continue again Bloggy....in the mean time I am going to enjoy listening to some long ago music . Stirring up memories indeed .

Bye........